terça-feira, 19 de outubro de 2010

That I would be good...


That I would be good even if I did nothing
That I would be good even if I got the thumbs down
That I would be good if I got and stayed sick
That I would be good even if I gained ten pounds

That I would be fine even if I went bankrupt
That I would be good if I lost my hair and my youth
That I would be great if I was no longer queen
That I would be grand if I was not all knowing

That I would be loved even when I numb myself
That I would be good even when I am overwhelmed
That I would be loved even when I was fuming
That I would be good even if I was clinging

That I would be good even if I lost sanity
That I would be good whether with or without you
Alanis Morissette
Mas axo que estou numa boa mesmo nao fazendo nada, mesmo que seja nada legal, mesmo que eu continue doente e aborrecida, mesmo que eu engorde delciosamente 10 kilos, perder meu tempo com quem não devia, mesmo que eu já esteja cansada de tantas tentativas fracassadas e rasteiras e machucados, mesmo que eu esconda verdade de todos e de mim mesmo, mesmo que eu perca de vez o meu eixo e sanidade, mesmo que prossiga essa vida louca sem encontrar você, meu eu perdido e perfeito. Eu estarei sempre numa boa. Ouço o som das flautas a tocar, da melodia a se encaminhar, o peito pulsar em passos lentos até que eu esteja numa boa.
Mrs. Brightside